Sunday, 14 October 2012

Are you mad enough to do it?

The first week at Oxford was intense. In one week your life changes completely -- you become a student again, going to school, with homework and reading to do etc.
Then there is so much unnecessary information that does not directly relate to what you want to study. There is structure, methodology, and many many other things that seems to intentionally distract you from what you really are interested in and what you really want to study.
And the difficult thing is, these things cannot be ignored or neglected -- they are a part of the "process" and you must participate.
There are also lots of people involved. Usually fellow students are fine, but it is the lecturers, doctors, professors and their egos you must deal with, too. But this is the case everywhere else, isn't it?
However, that is not the question. The question is are you mad enough to do it? Because one's got to be mad enough to go through this with a dream and not give up.
I hope we are all mad enough!

Saturday, 6 October 2012

The University of Oxford -- a place to dream?

This Tuesday I went for my Induction day to Oxford.
Oxford is a beautiful little town -- very spiritual in my mind. The reason I say this is that as I was walking by those magnificent, ancient buildings and architectural sites, I could almost feel the spirit of those scientists and scholars who walked those streets many centuries ago, passed those buildings, studied in them, lived in them and most of them carried a dream inside!
I entered one of those buildings, where we had the Induction. As I was listening to every speaker speak, I also wanted to have a feel of what they really talked about: Was it a dream that had brought them here? Are we all - people who have come here today - united by a dream? 
Later on we were divided into small groups in accordance with our programs of study. There were 13 of us and as we introduced ourselves and talked about our main interests I could see and feel in the eyes of every one of us that twinkle, the twinkle of a dream! But the question is: Are we going to be able to persevere with a dream at Oxford? I do not know. As Paul McCartney said in his song:

"When will it be right? I don't know
What will it be like? I don't know
We live in hope of deliverance from the darkness that surrounds us!"